hey you, stupid b*













it's the same old song,

song of self loathing,


why do i think anything would be different

why do i think i could ever be lovable

that anyone would actually see me

see through the spikes and the armour


no i will probably stay alone forever

die alone

who cares,

who cares even a bit


it's always been this way

nothing is gonna change

don't you dare dream 

don't you dare hope

that it will



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