day 12

waiting, so much waiting...

 

we may have the procedure in couple of days. i am still waiting for the confirmation. 

after tonight, presumably no more injections.

one silver lining?

 

i have stopped taking lengthy naps post injections in the mornings. sometimes they hurt, but other times they're not too bad. i clean up after breakfast. stream some tv or movie, read my anne tyler books, surf the web. then later in the morning i go on my walk. 10k steps, remember? the weather has been - thank you lord - quite lovely for long walks. i only have coffees on sundays, maybe saturday. we fix up a lunch, then i inevitably feel sleepy in the afternoons. my belly feels bigger than ever, i am really hoping that's the hormonal side effect of bloating and not my general fatness increasing. 

 

trying to stay calm, at peace, keeping my mind on the day to day, not to look too far forward, not to let hopes balloon too big.