apology

she apologised.

something she almost never does.

in between some tears, hugs, she quietly apologised. that she didn't know any better, she knew nothing at the time, it was hard for her too, it was just her dealing with the three of us. 

i felt for a minute, that i should apologise to her too - or at least tell her, no it's ok, no need to apologise for that now - but i didn't. would i live to regret it?