i need a new job, because doing this job makes my blood boil, my blood pressure rise, and i become consumed with rage.
it's like a little boy throwing a tantrum, begging but not with any rational reasoning behind it, just begging in a whingey tone like a child does for ice cream. 'gimme gimme gimme' as if annoying me enough will get them what they want.
this, all this, on the eve of my youth.
literally minutes away from a fucking milestone.
with just two months to go, i am just over it.
i don't care - not that i ever did - but i just do not care for these imbeciles.
i know that moving to a different place wouldn't mean much when it comes to the shit i will have to deal with,
there's no doubt it'll be the same shit over and over again,
oh but i am so over this. this place. this repetitive display of stupidity !
if i could just have some music right about now.
