november,

did you know, it is already november?

last quarter of the year seems to move at a heightened speed, everything accelerating. 

we are starting again, this time a long cycle, using a new drug (decapeptyl) from middle of the cycle before the actual cycle. this time we are throwing the whole kitchen sink - melatonin, coenzyme Q, testosterone gel, and human growth hormone. a little apprehensive but so far the 3 of 4 supplements have been going ok. HGH is a little daunting as it is another injection on top of the others, but i guess i will try it all. 

we are hoping having had the surgery to remove my endo would also be helping. 

we are looking houses again, we love a house it is nearly perfect, but will we be able to afford it, against other loaded up competition?

i am close to signing a new contract. it's all coming to a head. 

 

it's been a tiring week, my right eye is a little sore - or rather the muscles/area around the orbit. 

i am so glad, so thankful, for this day off. 

to sleep 3-4 hours more than usual, to not see anyone, to do nothing. 

i love it even more when he is not working from home, because god do i love being alone. the freedom to just be.