freedom

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finally reading franzen's celebrated novel and so far am quietly impressed by it.
when many a critic calls someone a genius there is usually some good basis for it i guess.


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am still adjusting to the new work environment - in particular, how openly the registrars are bitching about the bosses behind closed doors and conversely how openly the bosses also seem to do the same about their junior counterparts.
all i wish for is transparency. if they have issues with me i hope they come and tell me to my face and not bitch about it behind my back. is that too much to ask for?


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starting to worry a little bit about my flat affect recently. i don't want depression to creep back into my life, with the current level of social isolation it could get pretty bad.


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broke the 1200 calorie rule over the weekend, probably several times. kinda getting sick of chicken. not sure if i an craving anything in particular though. maybe some spice? might be time for another kimchi rice to please my korean palate.


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hungry.
even after three weeks my stomach is still constantly and embarrassingly growling all the time.