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feeling loved is addictive,

and i've gone further down this than with any other

i've given him more than with any other

and he's given me so much 

if this all leads to fail-land,

i might be a bit too crushed.

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my desire scares me.

my feelings for another has never been allowed to expand this much.

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it's all a bit crazy,

unsustainable,

impractical,

likely to be judged harshly by everyone but the most tolerant

but the pleasure, the happiness, those feelings are real.