there is a sense of inevitability - not a positive or optimistic one, but the opposite. like i know he is not The One, and he probably knows that i am not The One for him either. yet we persist - for what? to enjoy fleeting moments of intimacy, this futile intimacy. how can i even entertain the idea of a long term relationship with someone who does not share the core values, outlook on life and death, what lies beyond? i am tempted tonight to just call it quits. 

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